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About
Looking to find the world again, the one outside of my head.
My work begins with trying to recognize my successes and my failures. I am bad at recognizing either one; and have spent so much time alone and crushed I am no longer sure which way is up.
The Practice
From a young age I wrote stories in my head. Even when I was young they had no place to go, no place to be shared that was safe. I am much older now but I still hide the ideas in my head from the world to keep them safe. I am trying to find a way out of my self-built and maintain prison. This is my start. A way to say something, perhaps not well just yet as I have had no allowed practice, but something. The chance that someone will come by and perhaps be better for the read, or help me be better as well.
The Result
I have spent a lifetime trying to be honest with the world while hiding everything that could be hidden to protect it. It leaves a distasteful feeling in my mouth as well as for those who interact with me. It is off but no real apparent reason why.
This is my attempt to start changing that! I don't want to be alone and isolated with no voice and no interactions that are meaningful so this old dog, well she's gonna learn herself up some new tricks!